"kenchtin"

It was also nice meeting geno's gf, laiza... they look so sweet together...

the beach in moalboal is so nice... we went to basdaku... its like the boracay in cebu... i wanted to go back to moalboal n visit panagsama n go snorkling there... speaking of snorkling, we were also able to go snorkling in basdaku... i didnt have a snorkling gadget, only jv ang nagdala so borrow2x ra jd mi... hahahahahah... hugasan lang sa dagat den good to go na hehehehehehe... ang baso pd pag inom aw share2x oi isa ra ka baso for all hahahahahaha...

The corals were really hard ang rough, samad2x jd akong tiil huhu... plus i got sting by i dont know what... hubag au rn... dako au og damage nag consult ko sa derma ghapon 1600+ jd tanan wahhhhhhhhhh... i also think the dermatologist was right, i have hyrdo eczema... if i stay in the warer for long periods of time mu rashes na dayun ko... i only noticed this with sea water, coz cg ko ligo sa pool wla rman... the last time i got this was during swimming at white sands na i decided to wake up early n go for a swim at the beach to see the sunrise... wahhhh... i hope this gets better soon...

enjoy the pics!!!

Prsitine beach at moalboal, i sent my mom a pic from my cp and suya au xa she wants to go to moalboal sad

nice shot taken by kent

with hans' lil' boy, ace... so kulit... liwat au oi hahahah...

the barbeque boys...

after lunch & tequilla

"us"

sunrays

shoreline

shadow moves

pang post card so nice

nice sky

"bangka"

colorful sky

"fire in the sky"

group pix minus kent, hans, judith, ace

body shot boys hahaha

geno & laiza

lovers in moalboal

the gang minus ang nagkuha sa pic

i have been itching to post this... this is a collaboration of the brilliant amaw2x minds of the pontio pilato gang...

it started wen jessie asked for his personality test from our hr, a test given to us at the order of felix d cat, ang español na murag nazi... hahahahha... supposedly this is only for managers... oh well jessie and hans got their results and they say that's its 100% accurate. they've been read!!! wow! how cool is that. i cant wait to get mine. bt our hr told me its not done yet. naglibog cguro xa unsa jd akong personality hahahahaha... lols.

so they started editing the alphabet song for me para sila nalang mu describe nko like...

Christine Results:

A is for adorable
B is for beautiful
C is full of charm....

nya gsumpayan pa jd ni hans og...

'A' - you're adorable
'B' - you're so beautiful
'C' - you're A CUTIE full of charm
'D' - you're a darling
'E' - you're exciting
'F' - you're a feather in my arms
'G' - you LOOK good to me
'H' - you're so heavenly
'I' - you're the ONE I idolize
'J' - we're like Jack and Jill
'K' - you're so kissable
'L' - you're the loveLIGHT in my eye
'M','N','O','P' I could go on all day
'Q','R','S','T' alphabetically speaking, you're okay
'U' - make my life complete
'V' - MEANS you very sweet
'W','X','Y','Z' i'm glad that we have met.

murag g-research jd sa internet dah...

anyways, ni andar ilang mga utok nya nag decide mi mu make og inamaw na alphabet song... here's the complete list...

we call this song, alphabet sa pagdumot hahahahaha.. tungod mani the day before gsapot ko sako mga ka team and ingon ko akong fave letter kay letter I-inutil hahahahaha...

A - youre so amaw
B - you're a buang
C - you're so cagaral
D - a big damak
E - you're so egat
F - you're so fishte...
G - you're so GIATAY!!!
H - you're so hinampak..
I - you're so inutil
J - you're a jackass
K - you're sssoooooooo Kulit
L - you're so Luod
M - you're so Manyakis
N - you're just a nobody
O - you think oplok
P - you're nice to be Patay
Q - you're questionable
R - you're so unRomantic
S - you're so Stupid
T - you're so Tamad
U - you're very Unworthy
V - you're a bank of Vain
W - you're so WayLami
X - you're no longer eXciting
Y - I'm not your yaya
Z - my zipper's always close for you so ZIP your mouth out!!!!!

p.s. mgbuhak2x jd kog katawa atubang sako pc bsta mu andar ni ilang ka buang...

im having tiring weeks due to our FINAL validation for Jaguars new model. sooooo kapoy... it wont be over soon coz we'll have a few re-testings every now and then.

i really learned a lot of things from counterparts from india and spain. its fun! having a telecon without the attendance of my colleagues here in PETC.

btw my LE, Jona, is resigning and her last day is tommorrow! gulp! 2 of her protocols for testing was handed over to me... double gulp... plus i will only be doing one of them this validation, the other one which is more difficult will be done next month i think... nooooo... our timming plan is all messed up... we are really cramming for the submission of reports... plus monday is a holiday and we are told to do OT on saturday, sunday ang monday! wah... i really dont want to go to the office during weekends coz i feel like i dont have time for myself and my loved ones anymore... this week my skedule for testing is from 6am to 230pm... which means if i go in at 6am i can leave by 336pm bt that never happened pa... i always go home close to 6pm also or more which makes it 12hrs a day with no ot pay... im really sooo tired, im having dark under eye circles...

i have to go to bed now... ive been sleeping very late these past few days... wish me luck that i get to finish everything by tommorrow so i can have 3 days vacation.

Nagpa-ila lang na i have nothing more to do here in the office... hehehehe... more posts...

I went in today the same time as I did yesterday 230pm and i will be out at exactly 1206am... huhuhu... Still no validation for me since after recieving the sw from counterparts in spain error dayun d ma download hahahahaha... ka funny... now my colleague Juliam n I are still in the office waiting for them. They told us to wait coz ma fix ra nila... lols...

So as i was browsing through the blogs of friends... I came across this really nice wedding prayer from Deanne's blog... so nice... i really fell in love with this prayer... D, ako ni gamiton nya puhon ig kasal nko ha... hehehehe... Nice jd au ni na prayer, murag almost complete na...

Here's the link: http://yanskierootcho.blogspot.com/2008/09/christian-wedding-prayer.html

We are having our annual Cebu Electronics Dept Sportsfest... Bad timming pa jd this week until the next 2 weeks will be out final and full validation for our Jaguar car... so i wont be able to join sports such as table tennis or badminton... hahayz...

Nag votation pa jd for Mr and Ms CE for our team (yellow team) hahayz maski nang blackmail nkog mga pips not to vote mi ako ghapon nadaog sa votation... Gladly my friend and CR buddy Michelle nisugot na cya nalang coz I will be very busy tomorrow till i dunno wen pa mahuman... We are already delayed with our validation since counterparts in india and spain failed to release a software on time... hahayz... unya pa apilon pa jd ko aning mga miss2x nani... wa na jd koy time... although its fun unta kay lawgaw rman ni jeans n tshirt of your team color rman bt really I dont have time... Sensya na guys n gals... Naa bitaw si Michelle im sure she'll win! Go yellow team! ang Mr CE for our team pa jd mura kog corrupting minors if xa ako pares hahahahahaah bata pa au tanawon i think he's only 18 heheheheheehehehe... good luck...

Naara ang email sa votation chuva... hehehehee...

i'd say one of the highlights of my weekend ang an achievement for me was being able to drive all the way from out haus in pajo to our haus in balamban... whew! of corz my tito nestor who is an excellent driver is by my side guiding me... weeee! that was an experience... a lot of accident happen along transcentral highway... even on our way home (my tito was driving this time) there was a van nga nibangga sa bukid... may nalang sa bukid kaysa sa bangil dba? extra carefull jd dapat... in fairness i think 2 hrs or less ko ni drive padung dd2 murag additional 30mins from noy oteks driving... hopefully i can drive again next time para ma anad ko coz noy otek wont be around forever samot na rn he's getting old... he was absent for 2 weeks na sa pigsa sa iyang right foot i think...

my weekend was fun... we went to balamban friday morning till sat nyt... we were able to harvest 50kilos+ of our dragon fruit. will post pics later...

kent n i also visited amor n dodong at their own place... its really nice... simple... nasuya si kent... hehehehee... mura ra nag balay2x sila amor n dodong.. so cute... i will definitely visit her again for more bonding moments...i gave them a dragon fruit... they emailed me today and they liked it! i was also able to sell here in lear... and at timex... and my highschool classmates hehehehehe...

on sunday, mom n i went grocery shopping at savemore. im her driver for the day since noy otek is still sick. then we made lunch. i made calamari... its been so long since we had calamari at home... then we dropped ella at the hospital for her duty, we went to sm afterwards did some shopping for kuya joel our caretaker in balamban n other kitchen stuffs... we really had lots of bags to carry... too bad walay guy mu carry for us... den i treated her for snax at starbucks... i just love their blueberry cheesecake... i think i love blueberries in general since i also love making blueberry cupcakes... heheheh =D then we went home and went to church w/ my dad. after dinner my mom n i went to banilad to bring samples for our suki at the fruit stand. i had a very busy weekend jd... im feeling feverish nasad today at work... hayyyyyy...

no work for me today... the team in valls spain weren't able to release the sw... hayyyy... i waited for 9.6 hrs to do nothing... oh wait, i did do something... watched basketball game of johnville n my kuya butchoy here at lear... yey daog sila!!! bulabog au ang mga cheerers oi hehehehe =p all in all nice game... and another thing ako gbuhat dire aw ng internet n chat lang heheheheheheh... hopefully tomorrow naa na... wish me luck sa among validation!!!

Thank you for dedicating your favorite song to me kay imu reason beautiful ko sakong hair, ilad pero cg nalang mgpa ilad nalang ko... hahaha...

maski 70 ra imung score sa videoke ninyo heheheheh =p

natakdan nko nmu, i like this song a lot nasad... nice au og lyrics... sigh...

weeeee... i have a new hairstyle that shocked my family, friends and officemates.

1. having a bangs allows you to have a different look w/ diff hair styles, its like your face changes! amazing...


2. samok xa sa mata at first, but you get used to it after a day.


3. you'll look younger (daw, ingon sila nko) omg! i look old na diay? lol.


4. it gives you headache since it constantly blocks your view heheheheheh.


5. ala gossip girl man pd xa hehehehehe... uso man gd =p lol again.

i first wanted to have bangs after i watched America's Next Top Model, i think her name was Chantal. a blond haired girl that Tyra gave a full bangs during their make over and she looked so cute! especially when she has her hair in ponytail. Then came the asian girl next season so i envied that a lot. i was hesitant at first coz i dont want my skin to be irritated causing breakouts, but wednesday nyt i told myself i'll give it a try. to get away from my old boring look i had for years and years. Hopefully i will not regret this.

Here's a pic of me... my first few pics with my new do...

you wouldn't believe how busy my weekend was... i even feel feverish today... nasobrahan og laag... anyways here's an overview of what i did...

Saturday, August 30 - our 44th monthsarry

• 9am-12nn kent & i went to our family dentist in guadalupe for his check up after having his slanting wisdom tooth extracted in tacloban and for my quarterly gum check up


• 12nn went to ayala and had lunch at kublai khan... i so love eating there, i always choose spicy condiments... yum yum yum...


• 1230-3pm went shopping. i bought a pair of red skinny jeans 1 size lower than the one in picture from previous blog. a new bra... hahaha. a batik garment for balamban. i was even about topurchase more but kent stopped me heheheeh gkapoy na xa.


• 3pm-430pm went to sm to have a polo shirt from kamiseta bought last thursday exchanged for a smaller size and different color. im such a picky buyer yet im impulsive as well... ironic huh?! then i bought a new pair of running shoes, a cute one at that from nike. nag sale man ang nike sa tradehall shoes from 4k are now at 2k! weeeee...


• 5pm arrived at home went to uncles haus for the christening party of my nephew derreck pwd na?

flat au og ilong heheheheh

and birthday of my kuya alex... ate a bit, gave the gifts, beso2x and poof went to another event

• 7pm arrived at it park had dinner at casa verde w/ dodong n amor, their treat. had so much fun chatting... =) then went to starbucks for dessert since its dodong fave place... mas yummy pa ang blueberry cheesecake dd2 kaysa sa cheesecake jd... treat nato namo ni kent dayun. nice au alternate mi... sooo much fun hanging out with them and talk about families, babies, ect... anything... nice au ang belly ni amor, she's 2 months preggy na.

girl friends- hapi nami duha rn

paint2x jd sila ni kent. kent ngteach nya while ngpaint pd kog akoa hehe

i removed one of my posts... if i could choose a father... because i didnt think it was right for me to post it here. although my hatred for my father is justified but still i will look like a fool cussing him here.

i read this nice email yesterday about Stanley Villavicencio's encounter with God and it made me realize a lot of things... the line that struck me most is "save a soul and you save your own" isn't that just great? you were able to help someone yet in the process you've also helped yourself. God is really wonderful. After reading that email i felt the heavy burden slowly being lifted from me, as if my anger is slowly dissapearing. and it did me good. i know how it feels like being so angry that it consumes me... right now i am still on the process of letting go of the painfull memories. its like when my dad does something that hurts me, all the painfull things he has done in the past comes back to hurt me again... like a wound that never heals... or if it heals its only on the outside...

i hope that by praying for my dad he'll change and i'll heal myself along the way...

finally i have changed the layout of my blog... but its not done yet... tag-board sucks coz whenever i'd copy their code there's always an error and i dunno how to fix it! huhuhu i wanted to have my tag board ready para my friends can leave msgs for me... oh well ka chat man nko akong friends pd permi and ive only told only a few really close friends of my blog. its not that i dont want my plain friends to read my posts its just that i dont think they'd be interested bwt my life...

"the only people you'll need in your life are that ones that can prove that they need you in theirs"

today i was feeling so sad... always teary eyed... not just teary eyed, tears were actually starting to fall... i'd just bow down and let my hair cover my face... i was so sad and i asked advice from four of my friends... im really thankful having them in my life. especially john and ailyne... although i dont get to see them that much i know we still have a bond... they are my angels... the other two dli manto angel! hahahahaha joke.

their advices varied but i was able to realize a lot of things from it. i hope someday when they too will need me to even just listen to them i hope they wouldnt hesitate. really i dont think its a burden listening to a friend in need. i always thought of myself as someone who can feel the pain of others... maybe its true, pisces are like that. it is said that we are some sort of empaths and i can say its true mostly... there are exeptions hehe... but mostly jud dali rako maluoy og tao...

Empathy is the capacity to recognize or understand another's state of mind or emotion. It is often characterized as the ability to "put oneself into another's shoes", or to in some way experience the outlook or emotions of another being within oneself. -wikipedia.org

i hope i'd get to keep the closest friends i have right now forever... it is only now that i have understood the meaning of friendship and what real friends are like... being in highschool you have a lot of bestfriends and asked why you are best of friends, the only reason is that you are always together in school hahahahahahahah...

so before i sleep tonight, may the Lord bless my friends and keep them and their loved ones safe all the time... goodnyt everyone...

im only a few minutes from leaving the office.

i really really enjoyed my training more than i expected. i had oscilloscope training from 1-3pm. i learned a lot of things that was not taught in school. i also learned that students from other schools dont have that much hands on experience in using oscilloscope since their ratio is 1 osc to 8 students! imagine that! yet some students at usc just take the opportunity to use the osc for granted. nag lecture ang lola... also there are things taught in skul na this thing should always be done and not explaining the principle behind it. tinamban style sa teachers. nice au mu teach among instructor si wessly ong.

we had a practical exam, although 2 pami naka take due to lack of time since another group will be using the room. its nice to join trainings coz u'll learn and get acquainted with people from other teams.

so that's it for my day! i will leave the office early for my dinner date with kent, lala and jessie. i hope we will have a great time tonight! gtg home and change... ciao!

its been days since my last post, a lot of things has happened and i am grateful for the way they turned out. there are really a lot of things i have to be grateful for. sometimes, i mean often times i just fall asleep the minute my back touches my bed... as in! hehehe... so here are some reasons i am thankful to the Lord, aside from the obvious ones:

1. Thankful for my wonderful mom and realizing that mothers always knows best.
I had a spat with my mom because i felt that i wasnt able to fully enjoy being young, free and spending time with my friends or just getting to know other people. i learned that she's protective of us because if something happens to us it will hurt her more than it will hurt us(lala and me). There are really a lot of bad guys out there that no matter how hard u try to be safe when out and about the city at night. She cited to me what happened to the chong sisters that their dad was just a few minutes late from fetching them. it struck me so much since when i was in high skul their monther went to my skul and she shared with us her grief... so from now on i will try to understand my mom as she would do the same to us her daughters.

2. Thankful coz Kent is back from Tacloban.
And he brought 4 dozens of moron and 2 binagols yum yum yum... at last nana koy kauban whenever i like to go shopping, malling, eat out, anything! im such a pain in the booty when i go shopping, as in i would go in every store possible but if i find something that i really really like i wouldnt thing twice on buying it. but after that id go to other stores again just to see if there are other nice stuffs out there. but lately im not that shopaholic as i used to.

3. Thankful for the date kent & i had last Aug 20.
We watched a very special love, had dinner at Rai-rai ken and we had out nails cleaned at the salon. imagine he's ok with me letting him go to the salon... hehehehe... a real man isnt afraid to show his feminine side. the movie was so kilig, i just adore john lloyd!!!

4. Thankful for friends who still keep in touch through chat n emails.
Yes u know who you are... who you all are... actually i only have a few close friends but im really hapi being friends with them. everything is much easier knowing i have them, sharing stuffs with them. i hope i too am special for them. Also im thankful for friends who are no longer close to me, they are now just acquaintances coz i know now who my real friends are.

5. Thankful for the income i recieve every 15 days.
Knowing i spend a lot of time chatting and surfing hehehehehe... Thankful coz i spend it pampering myself, i dont ask money from my mom if i can still manage. Last nyt i availed one of the salons services and i was really freezing in there. but it was refreshing...

6. Thankful coz i dont have that much load this week! weeee!
I am thankful for everything i have in my life. i can say i dont have that much problems these days. Sad to say i dont pray that much, i just read gospels every morning thru emails. Hopefully i can go back to God again and surrender everything to him, the good and bad.

7. Thankful for the patience i have on dealing with difficult people.
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Thank you Lord.

had a blast... enjoyed spending time with my friends... my close friends at work... the only guys at work na when i'm with them i'm talkative, goofy, rant about anything, and they're my constant spam buddies...

there was just me, johnville, hans, wara... we had fun! chicka from celebrities to horror to experiences... yes expereinces nila hahahaha... ako ray nka benefit ani nana koy pang blockmail nila joke... heheheheehe... nindot sad mkakita ka sa style sa guys and how they act when they are with their friends ba.

we had bbq, sinugba fish, coke, puso, dragon fruit. then we had drinking session tanduay white+dalandan soda hahahah dli jd mkahubog plus lotsa ice para dugay mahurot hehehehe... way lami oi hehhehehee... bsta fun fun fun, lots of stories and goofy moments... hope we can do this again guys, pananghid mog tarung sa inyo mga wifeys hehehehe...

so here are some pictures... indulge... eheheheeh.

three musketeers


drinks ghimu ni johnville


hans jokotano hehehhe notice the nice background


johnville, master haha, aka eric quiso


jessie aka deither


kim chui kuno ko mu storya ahak


me n wara

i was so mad last nyt... imagine my parents txted me aroung 11pm and they wanted me to go home! as if im still in school! argh! mananghid kog tarung dli ko sugtan aw nangita jd sila nga mulaag ko nga dli ko mgpa hibaw asa ko... awa lang jd ni nxt wk ba... aw dli ko mag inom just laag... i feel like dli pko fully satisfied to give up on gimmiks coz wala pko ka try laag og one to sawa... nag search jd ko ana na feeling... others dli na au inana ka atat mu laag coz they've tried being on the wild side man pd or even if dli jd wild their parents let them have their freedom as long as they can show that they're being responsible. Others gani nabuntis or what ok ra ghapon ilang parents mulaag sila. lain au ang feeling ba as if nalang jd wala pa ko ka prove na responsible ko...

mao na if naa nko baby dli jd nko inanion na murag sakal napud au ba. mag wonder pa mo nganu dli au ko nindot og social skills? that's because i was never allowed to go out of the haus. if mu ad2 ko sa haus sako cuzin which is neighbor ra namo mga before 7pm ipatawag nko paulion na dayun ko... haller!!! atay oi.

lastnyt u know asa rko? naa ra jd ko sa rooftop sa apartment sako uncle which is naa ra sa among compound. over ra pd au oi... first time ko nghost og mini party (except for catered occasions) with friends over nya badshot pa jd au... wa gd ko nahubog jd... pina cocktail among drink bt i had 2 glasses only imagine ka way lami...

ipa try pa lang ko nila nga dli ko nila pangitaon maski asa pko mu ad2 aw d na cguro ko magcg pangita og laag. bwiset!!!

wala ko kakita og difference sa ilang treatment nko since i was like in highskul... ang nkalahi ra sugtan ko mulaag if naa si kent. unsa mana oi... murag g-tudluan jd ko nila na mag depend lang ko always ni kent to protect me na if wla siya dli ko maka feel na safe ko by myself. bulshit!!!

24 na intawn ko oi mag 25 nko in 7 months and i still act so childish coz im treated like a child always. they never let me grow up and face the consequences of my own actions and decicions. leave me alone para mka learn pd intawn ko oi...

so starting today i promise myself:
1. i will try and explore by myself like going out by myself
2. i will go home by myself, if wla ko dala sakyanan mag commute rko but if wlay mugamit sa sakyanan i'll bring it to work. mgpahatod ko on the way to work kay traffic au sa amoa
3. be a little rebel at times

bitaw today wla jd ko ni help pag cook sa lunch kay feel nko ba abusado ra au sila buotan ra au ko like i help jd in the haus, sa biz, nya kung mu hangyo kog a little reward igo pa pd ko patilawon gamay nya kung nus-a ko nalingaw paulion nko. atay... gus2 man cguro silag pareha ko sa uban nga mura rag border sa balay...

ah bsta i rant about this for eternity... hahahahaha... way lami oi gsapot jd ko na kahilakon sa kasuko...

whew yesterday we had yellocab pizza 18inches... grabeh 6 rami ngtabang so we had 2 slices each mine was both large sizes so i traded mine for a smaller one from one of my ka berks... btw we call our group the pontio pilato group hahaha kay wa may mu angkon sa mga kabuang puros manghinaw... haha... mga traidor... joke...

today i went to woke 819 para out ko by 6 with my friends coz mag inom daw mi sa amoa 2nyt... harhar... dli man jd ko mu inom... like wen aiza, lou, kent, lala, top n i went to paseo ang we ordered weng-weng, everytime i would drink i'd mix half with water hahahah wa jd ko na igo...

so last nyt, i had dragon fruit n fish only for dinner kay busog na jd au ko... also hot peppermint tea... i had a little fun curling my hair, as in i bought that curling iron months and months ago for lala but we haven't used it yet... so here are some pics hehehehehehe... comments? hahahah... ayaw nalang... vain moments rani nko... pa cute2x. i was thinking of having my hair this way to work but i gess my officemates would maka kantchaw kay girly ra au for an engineer... i think this hair would look nice kung mu ad2 ko church or girls night out...

grabeh this is boredom to the highest level na jd!!! help!!!

i had nothing to do but surf the internet n chat with friends kapoy if mgwork ka nga wala ka sugua coz u'll end up doing it again after they have revised the documents...

here i took a personality test through drawing a pig hehehehehe... check out my results... i think its fairly true...



cant wait for the pizza delivery for our snax today... yipeee!!! amot si wara 200, me 150, johnville 150, geno, 50, hans, 50, gilberto 50... yellow cab sana but they told us their minimum free delivery are 2 boxes of 18inch pizza... wahhhh one lang amoa... so chez andre nalang... chicago n hawaian jst because i love pineapples...

Filed an emergency leave yesterday from 449-549 to accompany my mom for her doctors appointment. mao na ang gtawag na emergency leave jd... she has been suffering from high fever up to 40deg and severe back pains...

sayang my berks and i planned a jabeee party since it was pay day yesterday i just ordered plain cheeseburger meal... it arrived 430pm after my telecon with valls team so i just took it with me to the hospital bt wla kaabot sa hospital hurot na dayun... hehehehe... kittin big eat... sayang i wasnt able to spend time with them to celebrate pay day and our regularization...

so off we went to sm to pick up lala and headed to chong hua... i bought seventeen magazine para dli ko ma bored. so the doc said it was just a virus which should not last for 3 days since my mom had flu vaccine and it could also be dengue since there is a dengue outbreak increasing 146% from last year.

we then went home ate dinner, mine is only apple n ketong na fish lan-lan hehehehe. then after mi watch iisa pa laman which is very nice na ron kay we went to royal day spa... ahhhhh... kalami sa feeling...


had a good nyts sleep... 8:26 na gd ko kasulod rn... out ko 6:02

tugnaw jd coz nag rain-rain man sa gawas... how i wish baga kog nawong ni absent na unta ko wla naman koy buhaton sad... if there are any pending tasks later pa au ang deadline... way challenge heheheheehe... i recieved an email yesterday that i already have...

40hrs VL
40 hrs SL
24hrs EL

all with pay na... kabati... bsta i plotted in out teams holiday planning that i'd be on leave from december 17-jan 03... =) i dont care if walay bayad coz ang vacation and kalingaw dli jd mabayran heheheheheh... i have already planned lots of things to do on those date like visit tacloban, go to balamban, laag with johnny...

yey toady is payday! we will have jabee party on the afternoon with my so called "berks" then on friday nyt we will have "drinking" session at the rooftop of my uncles place overlooking the bar in front of our front gate hahahah... my mom said she'll have some bbq and fish and sugba na talong for us bt for the bbq and fish my friends and i will be the on to grill para mas lingaw... excited nko... i dont really like to drink... my last real drink was during my bday last yr... wla gani jd ko nahubog dli pareha ni yani heheheheh kalingaw... kato ng inom mi nila aiza sa paseo kay i mixed my drink with water everytime mgpour ko sa blue drink from the pitcher... ka remember nko weng2x diay to amo gdrink nila aiza...

im currently obsessing over marie digby... rocker chick au... plays guitar and piano very well pretty pa jd au... suyaaaaa ko... big hit au iyang mga videos sa utube...

here are some pics of her...




i love her song titled say it again and stupid for you...

i really have nothing more to do here iv'e already sumbitted my report and waiting for some clarifications from the team in Valls.

hayyyyy so boring ako afternoon... chat2x lang with random peeps... wla na au mi chat2x ni john since ma dc xa permi...

-contents were deleted kay basin naay lain mkabasa patay ko hehehehe-

its raining today i dont think i can make it to the salon since we have a meeting from 5-6 argh... and my mom txted me that i have to be home early coz she's not feeling well... =(

OMG! I went in at 7:28am I forgot that we have an HR exam here in lear per team and mine will last from 5-7pm! I should have come here at 9am!!! huhu... Anyway it's ok since I still have a lot of work to do. whew!

I drove myself to work today since noy otek has been so lazy always being absent. It's a good thing though that my sis and I know how to drive. But she cant drive yet coz she had stitches on her stomach from the operation, and its a long long one.

I'm still listening to jason castro's if i fell... i jst fell in love with the song and his voice. also his remake of michelle still a hit song by the beatles.

I love Jason Castro's voice!!! hehehehehe...



Ok i'll go back to work and visit friendster muna. heheheheh... update you later.

Today’s the birthday of one of my highskul buddy, Happy 24th Birthday Solly! Love you!!! Hope to finally see you when you come home again.



About my chicka yesterday, I didn’t text him the whole day today. He even texted me last night but I didn’t reply and also today I dint send him a single text message. If he was really worried or what he would have sent me tons of messages or called me. Hahayz… My close friend at work (my ex crush) even told me in one of our email convo today that Kent is so lucky to have me, as in lucky. Bow. That’s how he said it. Isn’t that sweet? I know you know what I’m thinking that I really wish that I’d have someone who would love me as much as I love him or would even love me more. Sadly I cant teach my heart not to love him even if he doesn’t love me back. 

I finally attended the practical training about the parts of a car. It was held at the front parking lot of the office, the sample car was a Chevrolet Optra and bottom line I don’t wanna buy a car like that or maybe that was just an old model car. By the way one of the managers owned it. It was an automatic one. Imagine lalaking dako automatic gdrive dire sa pinas hehehehe… I’m so bad! Bad kitty. Here’s a list of things I’ve learned from that lecture was:

1. There is a child lock one the rear passenger door and rear driver door.
2. The light connected at the rear screan or rear windshield is called a CHMSL (although I forgot the meaning of that, its in my specs docs since I’m testing it)
3. The things found inside the hood!
4. Basta daghan pero some of them I already know.

That was really helpful but there are still a lot of signals I test that I don’t know where they are located since they are just input signals and the output is tested by another engineer. Wish me luck on my validation next week! Hope I can finish rechecking my protocol before it will be freezed.

Im off to uploading new photo’s in friendster, ciao!

Also, i'm currently loving the version of a former American Idol contestant Jason Castro's version of if i fell (originaly done by the beatles. I just love his mellow husky voice. i somehow can relate to the song... hayyyyy...

Dli kaayo ko tabian noh? bisan unsa ra ako ma say dire hehehehe...

xoxo, kittin

1. I've come to realize that my legs..
are gorgeous! I have such straight legs! It’s one of my body parts that I love the most although I don’t take good care of ‘em

2. I've come to realize that my job...
is okay, the trainings are great

3. I've come to realize that when I'm
driving...
I feel relaxed just friving around even when I have problems, basta dli lang na fresh pa au akong kasuko kay ma reckless jd ko

4. I've come to realize that I need...
to know what I really want for my future

5. I've come to realize that I have...
finally saved something without using my credit card paid by mom for my other expenses! Heheheheeh im such a shopaholic before!

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when…
I procrastinate things.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...
Cg rko suka!

8. I've come to realize that money...
spent wisely goes a long way

9. I've come to realize that certain people...
can touch our lives and make a difference

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be.....
the mahinhin type of girl, that’s just so normal for me.

11. I've come to realize that who I have a crush on...
is my friend

12. I've come to realize that my mom...
is such a busy woman who knows a lot of things! She knows everything! Amazing!

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is...
great since I can view msg on touch screen right away

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
I’m kinda late for work based on my target sked

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
i’m going to sleep na away mi ni kent

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...
my lovelife…

17. I've come to realize that my dad....
tried to change… our family is happy again

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Friendster...
a lot of people will view me

19. I've come to realize that today...
I a peacefull day just got 1 txt from kent

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
im going to sleep again carrying a problem

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...
mu samba mi ni mama 530am

22. I've come to realize that I really want to....
be loved

This probably my nth try to comeback to blogging. Hehehe.

Today was great except for my own bf who wouldn’t even txt me. Of course he’d txt me sometimes ‘coz I always txt him asking him how he is or making lambing saying “you don’t love me na noh?” I’m so pathetic. Pleading like that to a guy who obviously doesn’t love me as much as I do to him. But even if I got his “signals” I still kept textng him… He also told me he’s studying for the upcoming Civil Service Examinations. So I kinda pitied him since it must have been so hard for him and his ego failing 2 board exams for ECE.

I’m so manhid! I had enough when I called him asking him what he did to our computers in the family biz office and I asked why is the background so noisy, he’s in gamers pala watching/playing computer games. So I just said ok cg bye. That was it I didn’t txt him or replied to the messages he sent me. I was even shocked he txted me saying sori… maybe his guilt is eating him up.

I read in the latest cosmo issue an article titled “how I ditched the love of my life” I somehow can relate to her but I don’t approve of the way she used to ditched her ex. I know I shouldn’t base my happiness entirely on others but I cant help it, I jst can help it! Damn!

Oftentimes I wanted to get out of this relationship ‘coz its one of the factors that’s making my life miserable. I always want to be with someone, even as a young kid I’d have relationships just so that I wouldn’t feel lonely. It really didn’t last for a year for me to replace my exes hahahaha… my greatest fear is being alone or being left (dying) of the people that matters most to me.

6mins has already passed and I still have so much to write. I miss writing. I think I suck at writing now that I’m older…

I’ll vent more 2mrw. Goodnyt.

(haha copycat sa gossip girl)
Xoxo, kittin

Note: ive written this on my laptop and when I posted this I saw that my intro here was the same as what I’ve posted a year ago… wahhhhhhhh saonz.